What's the Big, Grand, Vibrant Statement?

i got a bunch of notes here about different things we could do, but none of it felt. It all just felt like, no, none, none of us are feeling that right now. Just doesn't have that's not the vibe, right? That's not the moood. And er, i mean, the disappointments stack up, don't they? Think about even the past year, all the things that didn't happen ye those was the accumulation of the unfulfilled,. All the things you gave energy to, and they, they didn't seem to give anything back. A long time ago, i was doing the sermon, and i made up this word,