I Love You for That Eureka, Right?

Lewis: My goal and my dream, I guess, from my desire, my entire life was to be an all American. And then I remember when I achieved them, I was I felt so empty and sad. He says it's because he made screwed up choices about what was going to make him feel connected. "I don't really identify with career but it's like before we do anything, I'm just like, that's not going to make me feel the way I want to feel"