I'm Going to Marry My Best Friend

i was terrified that she was going to die somehow, because cause i was y happy again, so why wouldn't it happen again? Through this whole thing, michel is so kind and so understanding. And there's not a day that goes by that does not hurt my other girl, friend, willow,. She felt like i'd cheated on her. A week into a lot of phone calls discussing if we were going to stay together, i called her up one night and she was drunk and talking about taking so many pills that she wouldn't wake up the next day. The next day i broke up with her because i knew that i could not survive even the threat of another suicide.