A lot of my was based around this concept of being considered. So for me when items would go missing, like my brownie that I really wanted, it became not only do I not have enough for me, but the meaning that I assigned was I'm not considered. And then the other diagnosis that I gave myself was a memory impairment. But flashing forward, I've now come to realize that more of us that we don't have the block memories and it doesn't have to be a biological thing wrong in our brains.