The First Conversation I Had About My Stepdad's Death

i had not talked to my mother for those whole those three years did you ever get to go back and have a conversation with your mother regarding that whole situation. i think it was all the stuff that i had been thinking and feeling for so many years and somebody asked the wrong question um that's really all i can tell you and i just went off honor. How old are you when you had that first conversation probably about 20 years old okay? I want you to say to the listeners basically what you told me about the good and the bad and the ugly would you let them know what you said?"Yeah we still talk but we but not a lot we really didn't talk for a long