I Don't Know How to Have Sex Without Alcohol

"I have a history of sexual abuse and surprise. It affected my ability to approach sex in healthy ways throughout my teen years," says the author. "In 2020 I was introduced to a sexual metropolis located in the Midwest near where I live which has 700 acres of beautiful land and water." The site is a nude kink camp where hundreds of men gather to have sex with each other in streams by the pools in slings erected outside of tents and trailers. After therapy and head and heart work, she feels genuinely liberated from the sexual pain of her past.