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The Gangway of a Hospital Ship - A Moment of Clarity
The night before i joined the ship, i had this, this moment of clare. I remember getting hammered drinkin eight or nine burc and just knowing that i would have to go in a cold turkey with all my vices. So very intentionally, the night before i got on the ship,. i remember smoking 60 cigarettes. Smoked three packs, my last three packs of cigarettes. Never gambled again. A and actually didn't sleep with anyone for the next five years until a, my wedding night with my wife. But i really went like a foll circle in a back home in the most extreme way to allow this new life to unfold quick one.