Is There a Difference Between Boys and Girls?

i just was always remember being fascinated with this other figure. There was differenc, somewhat different than me. And it was also inin my mam. She even talked about myso she sexualized my body and ways. i would wonder, did she want me to be a girl? I didn'tget din. But it also made me focus on girls, on their body parts,. because i wondered how i compared t them. A, but that never stopped. You know, it wasn't just the initial fascination. So i was one of those boys that was hanging along the railing in school as girls went up the stairs, so i could catch a glance up their skirts.