I Feel Like I've Got a Good Understanding of What's Going on in My Life and How Crazy It Is

"I feel a lot more level headed today than I did you know for the past year because I feel like I have a good understanding of what my life is since I started YouTube," she said. "Since this all started happening I haven't had a minute to like sit and actually think about what has truly happened to me and how fucking crazy it is" She continued: "It's helping me connect with fucking earth in myself in like the universe like I needed that I needed that panic attack it was awful and scary but I got through it and I feel better on the other side"