If i were you, i'd get on that mother fuck ind waveling. Because it is not something that's going to be given to you easily. Itis not something the universe is going to award you easily. So instead of filling your mind with false hope, how about you get your ass towork and work so that we can inspire the next people coming down the pipe. Take this year and do with it what you've never done before. Make it the actual turning point that you can look back on when you're fucking 75 years old and you're proud of your life. You will always leave sheet on the table. And i can't imagine anything worse than that.