Having Trouble Finding the Things That Are Deeply Resonant?

i, i always jell with enough peas, usually, or i usually jell with them a relationship wise. But i avm in the anegram tem my instinct is, i'm a sexual subtype. And so i instinctively want to connect with people like, i just, i aly want to create intimacy with them. I think one of the reasons why een of p types are reluctant to get themselves involved in somethings or say yes to something, is because then they now feel truly obligated to see it through. My difficulty to pin down an n f p is to that that's true for me and at this point  I almost don't try too hard