Do You Find It Hard to Talk About Comedy?

I'm always almost curious about those ebbs and flows. Like the hyper focus on the vulnerable things in your life, does that make you maybe insecure? Does that make you? Well, i start to run out of them. And then what's weird now for me is, like, i used to be so anxious. My whole life was about being anxious. Now my act is more about a shit taking shmy something. So it's the different kind singin inducingye, doy hr, do i not have the thing that i cared about that iais like, this is not it bu?"