Motion Design - I'm on a Hard Core

I am on like a a hard core almost. I feel like i'm doing like a paper in school, like i'm diving on just me is, like, just as a person and how he got to where he got and like how he works. Ah, it's both like humbling and also frightening at the same time, reading up about him. It's probably harder in our industry because we have to answer to clients so much. But i'm still waiting for someone who does that for clients with products like whatever. Gogle or cok but just like creates, like, animates and emotion or creates a world. Do you m do you design differently? Especialy when