What's the Difference?

I'm gonna take a step back from my work and focus on us for a change. I wanna spend more time with you, go on trips and do all the things we've talked about but never had the chance to do. This can help. It's like the movie, The Whale. Some human beings want to apologize and literally can't. That's what I'm saying. Like truly, it's not just that human beings won't do it because they have feelings attached like pride and their own wounds. What's sort of haunting or interesting about this, hauntingly interesting is that when someone says this to you in the future, you might be like, did you write that? Right