Awakening - A Spiritual Journey

When i was 16 or 17, and my mind was deeply negative in many ways. Didn't realize then how lucky i was. Then i went to live with my dad in spain. He had moved from germany to spain with his savings. And just as i arrived there, his running out of money. If we were poor, almost thirt world wet, not enough money even to buy a fridge in spain in the hot weather. But we could afford a block of ice. They would deliver at week ends. We saw you could order somebody would come. So on a saturday it would be put in thereand then we could put some food in there. That