What's Left for You Once You Destroy Your Ideal?

In the story of adam and eve, along with self consciousness and evil, there is the ability to hurt other people self consciously. And then, of course, kane takes that to the absolute extreme, and he uses that capacity to to destroy, really what he loves best. He gets as close as a human being can to destroying the divine ideal. There's an idea that was put forth very nicely in milton's paradise lost, whan he was describing, from a psychological perspective, essentially what hell is. And hell is you're in hell.