I came to the realization that my life could just change. I could basically become homeless or fix it and change it. It was like one of those hardcore decisions, like almost like in the Piffany work. And we're all working with each other, building the place. We'd have AA meetings there, morning, midday, and then night. Rice and beans and some kind of a soup was like our main meal. So it was like hardcore farm style living with a bunch of drugies living with each other.