i think that, yes, like beanof social media, i'm just a little more clear headed. But also, this idea of just being ok with chapters in your life,. instead of just desperately trying to extend a chapter that should have ended a hundred pages ago. I look back on even the stuff that ended shitty, an being like, no, man, there is still good in there. And it's very artificial when it's like, nonono. I just want to hang out with other people who who did the same thing as mead now have gone farther. Or like, i trained as a seal. Let me just go, like, watchd jocko videos.