How Did It Change Over the Time?

In my case, i am very scared. Soi would never lead a group on my own because i don't know. I am too nervous for thatave yo, imagine in another language. Ya y, how did it change over the time? Are you still nervous every day? Every miing, i have this feel in my worry, like all my rage, maybe my pronunciation about this topic will be bad. And also, i am trying to speak with myself before the meeting about this lesson. Adokmar, yo, you are going to talk about that. Try to learn the meaning of this vocabulary. O kmar what is the meaning of that? Could you explain me?