In this episode, Matt Nickerson shares his powerful journey from years of pornography addiction, emotional dysregulation, and relational damage to a life marked by freedom, emotional awareness, and restored trust with his wife and children. Matt opens up about his rock-bottom moments, the impact of purity culture, and why trying to overcome addiction alone never worked. He explains how Deep Clean helped him regulate emotions, rebuild relationships, and experience lasting transformation rooted in faith, intentional tools, and community.
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Chapters:
- (00:00) Introduction & welcoming Matt
- (00:16) Matt’s background: family, marriage, and ministry
- (01:30) Rock bottom: pornography, emotional pain, and hurting loved ones
- (03:45) The impact of purity culture and white-knuckling recovery
- (05:38) Why traditional accountability didn’t work
- (06:20) Life after Deep Clean: what’s changed
- (07:49) Matt’s last relapse and the turning point
- (09:00) Spiritual renewal and new daily rhythms
- (10:57) Learning to regulate emotions in triggering moments
- (13:37) Changes in marriage, parenting, and emotional safety
- (15:48) From reactivity to calm leadership at home
- (17:54) Key tools: journaling and emotional awareness
- (18:30) Red Zone / Green Zone planning explained
- (19:50) Preparing for temptation before it hits
- (20:15) Inner Circle vs Signature: what’s the difference?
- (22:00) Final encouragement and closing
