How to Accept That You Need Help

I don't think when I was at the worst of my disorder that I realized just how hard it was going to be eating this or treatment is really fucking hard. But ultimately it's worth it. It just takes time. And that was I'm very glad that I had that support because I would not have gotten through that alone. When you broke your back and then your sacrum, did it start out as just something that felt a little off? And then all of a sudden it was like, Oh my God, this is broken. Or was there a big moment that you knew? Wow. This is going to be a long time to get back where you need to be.