Swami Ram Suk dasji becomes a list of 81 types of non-violence, but I am not going to go through that list now. He says Bhava means birth, creation and Abhaya is fearlessness. Samatha means evenness; santosa means contentment about the world. There are so many stories here: Siramakrishna wept for what? For him God was the divine mother Kali. So this is a divine discontent. Nobody cries for God. I choose to be mad about God. I cry about God.