What Happened to You While You Were in Bible College?

While in bible college he started to get a lot of questions, was right? So i decided to become a pastor. And it just became clear to me, as i went on and on, that i was performing something that i couldn't justify. I studied apologetics lie crazy, because i didn't think i really understood it well enough to be able to defend it. But i spent most of my bible college career defending it. We did a lot of evangelism, going out into the streets. In graduate school iave slid an agnosticism completely,. It was the one absolutely defensible position. You don't know whether god exists or not. That's what faith is