"What's it like to live with this hanging over your head for days or weeks? I read an account by a boxing trainor, a famous guy, who said, the minute the fight was signed, his boxer instantly started living with the fear," he says. "This whole situation breaks people down psychologically though, doesn't it? What's worse, you know, the horrific agonies you put yourself through mentally before the event, or the event itself?" 'Youve got to believe that there were people, i've actually seen some writings from the condemned, who ware basically just over it by this point,. figuring this is prolonging the agony'