How Does Clarity Around Courtney's Death Affect Your Life?

I wanted justice for my son. It didn't matter if it was the police or a stranger, whoever did this to courtney deserved to be prosecuted and convicted of this. How would you go about handling this investigation if it was your child on that slab instead of mine? I'm curious to know how having clarity around courtney's death will impact your life on a personal level,. aside from the advocacy.