Do I Want to Travel to This Place, or Do I Want to Go to This Place?

The reason why you will not make a decision itis because you are sabotaging your joy. Your future, your soul, your purpose is in aliment with res tance. The closer you get to your purpose the more resistance you will have and the more overwhelm will kick in. You need to take one step at a time - no matter if you're walking or running. And if it scares the shit out of you, guess what, you're headed in the right direction.