I've long accepted that this will be my life forever. Being an attractive woman doesn't magically turn life into easy mood. Women are people too, and you never know what they are hiding just by looking at them. Finding casual sex or even a random relationship with no depth would be easy for me but it's not worth shit when you want nothing more than a genuine human connet. Up date, i didn't expect to receive so many comments, support or dbs over this post. And i never thought so many people could actually relate to it. Thank you for that.