I've Carried Those Expectations Into My Life Now

As a kid, i would get signed up to do different dance disciplines. Would like, you'd get a grade. And that expectation to be always this shiny, happy, performing child. Am, kind of like it fell apart in my twenties when i actually just didn't turn up to an exam and didn't answer the telephone. Em, i actually went to work instead. I decided not to go to an exam  and went to workinstead and ignored my telephone. Um, rebellious, 20 oneyear old. Ahm. But i still enjoy dancing and stuff, and i realize that i've carried some of that into my life now,. In my expectations of myself, am,