The Risk of Killing Someone

"I was never planning on killing anyone, but things just sort of escalated. I rolled the guy over, still in mid-seizure, and knowing that his partners would hear if I shot him," he says. "The best I could do was pile up all their computer stuff in the center of the room,. head out to my car to grab a gas can of emergency gas from the trunk, and set it all on fire." He adds: "No matter how exhausted I was or how much I drank, no matter how much I kept seeing a looping reel of three different things, I couldn't sleep like a baby".