You Don't Want Me Because I'm Never This Enough. We're Not That Enough

Adam doesn't want to know how vulnerable he feels and how much he wants Eric's engagement and presence. I think for the for the flip side as you were saying for Eric Eric isn't able to communicate for himself. That feeling of what I offer matters and it's valuable is such a just a core desire and core longing. He's running into constant rejection which makes him go to a place where he disengages.