The Importance of Experiential Motivation

I don't think I would have felt this way or thought this way in my early 20s, definitely, for sure. And I was not as intrinsically motivated as I am now. It's either changed my mindset and learned to enjoy it again because you once did. Or if you don't want to, get the fuck out. Why are you here? Literally. Is it because other people think or other people want you doing this or other people? Or is it for you? Because so and so is invested so much into me being here.