The Window Is Open for You and It Will Close for You and It Will Go Away

After my mom died I went to this is when they were doing the retreats in Hawaii at Lemur at Lemuria and Ragu. The first time I like was at that house and like got to spend time with him and Roshi Joan was there. She told me "the window is open for you and it will close but while it's open be in that" It felt like a direct connection to my mom it felt like being with her.