How to Deal With Gambling Debt

I had to borrow money to buy a house, which I was not ready to do. It was either like buy the house and join OTK or don't do that. So I just bought a house that I wasn't ready to buy because I had no credit. And then it's like ever since then just been like grind and grind and grinding and then now I have 20, 22 taxes and I'm like this close. Like there are some people that will always get mad that you're taking a sponsor. But these are people that are going to get mad. They're the kind of people that every time that you're playing a game that they don't like, they're going to