Why I Don't Want to Do That

I think I would have more enthusiastic pursuing those and I may have tried to come up with some alternatives on which I was holding myself back. Maybe some how somewhere maybe 10% or 20% I had a fear of getting the answer no and then getting demotivated about it. If somebody else thinks it's a good idea then yeah I might be more excited about doing it. Yeah and maybe what could have also happened is oh you know what okay let's see what happens let's put you in the pipeline and see if it works out but we don't know right? We do know that where you are now is exactly where you would be if you had gone and they had said no you