The Power of Ego Dissolution

My intention was primarily self love and self acceptance. And I think that did get born out, but just not in the way that I expected. My mother played a really central role in my trip. She has just chowered me with unconditional love. It felt as the music was going through loops of ecstatic and sad. Each one of these arcs, I would kind of feel that I was folding another layer of her love around me. And it was hardening into an indestructible shell.