How Do You Feel When You're Dealing With Loss?

I always feel a little sort of guilty that i have got so lucky. I mean, obviously losing grandma, i know heard, but both hav to feel lucky. But she was in her hundreds, so, yes, ye got to live a nice, long life. Other than that, i've gotten really lucky. We allare gin have to face an rot in h face, just a matter of when. It fills me with joy to hear its. It's very uplifting to hear. But it's also like, there's a certain amount of guilt that, like, on we're not, we're just kind of sitting around horse and round. Ndand worse,