How to Unburden Your Feelings

i found out that i had a lot of feelings that i had been burying and sinded myself for a long timea. And gradually, like learnt how to unbury them. That was life changing. I just kind of like rebelled against the rationalist community. Then i kind of joined a cult a made of people inside the rationaly community who were also similarly dissatisfied with rashi argumean ike,. We want to learn about our feelings, but also, maybe we want to larn about like, chaos, magic or all this other stuff. This other stuff feels a little too woo to discuss with most of the rationalists who ware really interested in and paitar