The Paradox of Conservatism

I would describe myself as someone who comes from the left naturally but also hate coercion have like a really visceral disdain for authoritarianism. I think only in the last maybe two to three years I've come to have a real deep appreciation of the wisdom in the conservative tradition. There's something wrong with pathological egalitarianism yeah you can't get a fair society either but you can aspire to fairness.