Not really. I changed the title of catthur in the rye to life in the outfield, which is so funny and so like youthfully naive. But i was so tormented by the whole thing, and i was already a very shy kid. When i won this playwriting award, no one thought that, like a child had wont it. They thought some in a forty year old lie government worker had won it. And i couldn't go to the opening night. This was so me driving around, almost like how holden had his brothers into the red hat. The new book opens with this line: "This can't happen here" Do you still feel that way? I do