If you have this dicodomy between judging being work first, play later, perceiving being enjoy life now, work later. You know, both of those can be somewhat of cages if you're too far in the extreme. When i'm present in my outer world, i can no longer control and that's very scary to me. For me, it's location. It's like where i am, like when i've prepared enough for something, that's my inner world. And then when i get to a stage, or i get to whatever, that's when i have to force myself to be present in the outer worldu. That's b o mba s dot com