I Want to Go Deeper With Jesus, Right?

i think one of the criticisms that can be kind of throne against the church is that we can sometimes be considered shallow, or considered not authentic, not vulnerable. So is being real about the ways i'm still broken that jesus hasn't fixed yet, and was. And whether it's pain,Whether it's doubt, Whether it's even some hopes i have about the future that i'm scared to talk about, giving those to jesus letting him do what he will with them. When true community happens,  jesus calls his church.