Deb you've written about how david dow, the chinese american artist and your teacher, saw the show of student work at the whitney and was so freaked out about your painting he literally hit his head against the wall. And i found an interview wherein you described your time there as total chaos. And actually said this, this is a quote, this is how crazy it was. Here's an actual assignment. Our teacher got video cameras and said, we're going to hitch hike to lexington. We were tripping. We went from pittsburg to lexington with our thumbs out on the road. This was undergraduate school. I did a ton of acid, smoked a