The Pressure to Control Your Eating

I think control is definitely a part of it because I had no control over my life none of us did you know we were on a rollercoaster and that was it so that was one thing. Some of it was vanity of course it was you know I was being photographed constantly and you start picking yourself apart as a young girl. It's something else I suffered with towards the end of my first time round with the girls was depression. Once it was given a name and I knew it was something that could be treated and I could be helped with I was so relieved  it was like this pressure had been lifted off my shoulders.