We get to come on this planet, rayn we get to be alive, and then we make people, or find people, that we love more than anything in the world. That's focked up. Why then, are we supposed to just go by by? I feel like if you look at adam and eve as a story of human beings, remember, you eat from the tree of good and evil. They define one another. Light defines dark, joy defines sorrow. So we're stuck. We we left the garden of eden, which is where everything,. that's where your son was when he passing out, nursing and just so warm and ha, that's where we were