Is There Any Self Taught Programmer?

If there's something you don't understand a the first step that i go through now is to look at the thing and be like, ok, i don't understand this thing. But what exactly don't i understand about it? Ok? There's like these ten parts to it. I understand these four parts, but these six parts i'm not quite sure about. Intellect really like raised my level of consciousness. And then going, like, i used to have this belief that, like, things would ither click or not click, but i don't believe that any more. Ah, if i read something and it doesn't click, it probably means i'm just lacking some requisite