The Importance of Devotion

I often wonder if it's not a, and maybe this is true in my life, I think it has been in the past where due to an interior disorderedness, I want to be able to fix what I can. And so rather than kind of being at peace with myself, I try to make everything perfect and end up even more agitated. Yeah, that I mean, that certainly may be involved. There's also like a sense too in which, you know, zeal for his house will consume you. You know, there is a pious tradition in scriptural literature of defending holy things. But as you mentioned, it can assume perhaps less savory or fallen shapes.