"I was naive to think because I could barely sit straight that they would surely leave me alone and let me recover in my bed," he says. "This time they beat me with rubber nightsticks in such a way as to not leave too many bruises." The cycle repeated himself, even though there was not the resistance at the time. He couldn't quite take the beatings whether admitted or unadmitted: "With me, you know, those guards had some kind of training".