"If I can build a hundred million dollar company being massively depressed thinking about myself blowing my brains out every day, dude, you could do it," he says. "This is not, you know, I'm not looking for fucking sympathy...I don't like to talk about it [depression] But this is gonna be the only time I probably ever talk about it ... You asked me the question. How often do I struggle every freaking day? How do I beat that struggle?"