I Don't Know What Nihilism Is, but I'm Going to Die

Nihilism is this view that there is nothing, there's no meaning to anything. Everything's random and what purposeless? Ani, i didn't exist and now exist, and i'm going to die,. And it's pointless and meaningless. That's not how traditional people would have thought about things. You know, in the middle ages, they knew what the purpose of life was... But at least the official philosophy was not nihilistic or athiist materialism. It's just sad that, because most people still go on living their lives."