Yash i told you that past is a dimension of the present, without which the present is mutilated. We all have also, from a personal point of view, we have also a bad parentage and a good heretage. And this heritage lives with us, because past lives in present. I wanted to understand in my most personal book, why the hero of my family was a fatiost,. Why he went to the war, why he became a warrior... He died in combat in the worst battle of the history of spain at the end of the civil war.